Unplugging from the mainframe Remaining forever off the grid Don’t need their connections Don’t know if we ever truly did
The final tragic hero of a modern culture The soul survivor of a discarded revolution Histories & experience outside the norm Dreams of freedom with divine attribution
Dealing with the conceits of perfection The concepts of loneliness & betrayal This world isn’t what we were promised Token hints lost behind a fractured veil
The answers are hidden beyond this life It may look bleak, but don’t you fret We have the Source of Light & they’re still riding that ol’ dialup internet
Let’s normalize matrons flashing I fancy the unexpected & a little brash She gets my eyes swirling & I’m lightheaded Fully transfixed; my heart’s going to crash
I can’t help but stare at her dancer’s legs My eyes keep placing them in second position The way they move without effort My pulse quickens; a love in transition
To the glee of an unsuspecting audience The mesmerized & enchanted crowd Now forever willing to do her bidding She winked at me & couldn’t be more proud
She said I was, “trying to conjure the ghost of Bukowski” I told her there was better writers to admire I’m not in college anymore Drinking & degrading women won’t light my fire
I’m looking for inspiration to ignite my soul A need to be revolutionized from the daily grind Normalcy & the mundane will kill my spirit I’m pushing forward to nurture & excite this weary mind
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Thought it to be an easy read Yet the words were hard to digest Meaning dancing slowly in my mind Subtly creeping past the singular rest
Retracing lines to navigate ritual Where do we reform elegant words Removed from obvious transparency Heaped among the notorious & absurd
But we can still be returned to normal Reassembled without any scars of the war Truth absolved of the fictions we wrote Back to the pages I quietly implore
The freedom to move is vastly underrated The need to take refuge in the open air Release yourself from these modern bonds Get back out there if you still care
I reject their basic version of normalcy Those rules don’t apply as formulated Reality was never calibrated for us Mere common folk to be granulated
Refusing to remain quiet is necessary Return to nature – turn off that broadcast Be elusive, for they’re coming for you You’re necessary as long as you have a vote to cast
These broken & delayed dreams Electric toothbrushes that constantly hum A pocketful of change & girls with eyes so pretty it makes me dumb
I’m not one to make a great scene Yet I’m your average middle-aged guy Not counted among the mundane I couldn’t be normal, even if I tried
So we’re all stuck in this spinning limbo A world with mixed up priorities & hate I’m confused by all this wasted time One of these days the hourglass will cease to rotate
So, I’m probably going to be late for work For my beautiful woman resides in this bed I could be responsible & get there on time But I’m always going to choose to love instead
Teetering on the edge of normalcy The unraveling of misguided forms This mind won’t settle into boredom Will not compromise the quelling of the storm Do not attempt to dampen this fire My spirit will continue to actively soar For I won’t be cajoled to become bland Feeling fresh & alive, always reaching for more
The twinkling of stars at night Dispatched souls with nothing to lose Our lost matchbook fantasies Dwindling into aging suburban blues Not fond of Covid nor the Spanish Flu I’d rather have some Spanish Fly Mix it in my cup, “yo baby, what’s up?” I’m still that awkward ass, abnormative guy Fading time to time into darkness But I try to emerge into the light these days A bounce in my step/mischief in my eye Growing younger in spirit despite all these grays
These aren’t normal times Unsure of the rational quotient They’ve diluted our sanity Wondering if our minds are still potent
Fantastical elements to the headlines Looking for a panacea to sullenly cope The system failing before our eyes With the masses clinging to any hope
Returning to kindergarten lessons Keep your hands to yourself Who knew that toilet paper Would become a perishable wealth
Looking to science for salvation But they’ve only come up with social distance The infrastructure is a trumped up facade Yet stay calm at their detached insistence
Watching the news has me feeling like Max Headroom Knowing more, yet I’m labeled as schizophrenic I have growing frustrations with stupidity The un-diagnosed symptom in this pandemic
This society is going crazy in quarantine Turn off the tube, avoid the gov’t’s quotes You’ll be safer to shutter your doors & hope zombies don’t show before the antidote
We can’t explain the horrors of the day The worst thing generations have seen We’re in this for the long haul now Or at least until we have the vaccine
This year you’re now on sabbatical We’re all sorry if you had life plans But this is the new world order Stay home & wash your damn hands